Littleneuroticthang

Happy Halloween

I'm so glad that tomorrow is the start of a new month. It almost feels like a clean new slate and I so need that feeling. I have been way down for the last couple of weeks and I really haven't figured out why. I really don't have a reason to feel melancholy but I do. I really need to get out of this funk I'm in.
I'm tired, just tired, tired, tired. I want to be done with school. I'm tired of the feeling I'm not learning anything. Which brings my stress levels up because I will be out of school in 5 months. That scares the hell out of me. It also doesn't help that I have been home for the last two days sick. Ugh.
I HATE being sick. I know who I got it from too. Grrrr.
So I want to talk about my friend's wedding and Eid but really don't feel up to it right now, so I will save the happy post for another day.
I need to get excited. Why? Because Thanksgiving will soon be here, one of my all time favorite holidays. A holiday that is all about family and food. I'm going to make the stuffing from the recipe that I got from Amira's site. Of course I will be making my deviled eggs and pumpkin pie. And I am going to try this new recipe for spinach dip. Baby loves spinach dip so I'm going to make it just for him.
The next 5 months will be busy because of Christmas, my Nikah, my last spring break, graduating, my trip to Ireland. Then I have to start planning my wedding in April. Oh, and like I need to pass my state boards and find a job. Crap.
Thanks for all the birthday wishes! I am still waiting to feel like a "real" adult. Does that ever happen?
Coming soon, a happier post, insha'allah. And also an updated sidebar. I really need to update my links.

posted by pixie @ 11:30 AM